Have you ever missed someone so much, ached for them each day and when they come in front of you, you just don’t know how to feel?
It’s like a rollercoaster of these bittersweet emotions that overtake you completely leaving you confused, overwhelmed, sentimental and makes you wonder what is it exactly that you are feeling in the moment?
One day, you can’t stand the thought of being away from them and the next minute you just don’t know what to feel.
All these emotions leave you feeling puzzled. You know you love them, there’s so much you want to tell them, things you want to ask and talk about, laugh with them and share every little moment without wasting a second. Being away from them makes you feel so numb that it almost seems surreal when they are right next to you.
Love and addiction go hand in hand. It’s like a drug you can never get enough of and once you cut yourself off, the first hit seems ethereal yet makes you feel so lost.
I know, I know this may all seem like mumbo jumbo but for those of you who it makes sense to, don’t you just love this bittersweet feeling?
You keep wondering, should you give in or hold back?
Until next time.
