“I am a looser”; Mathira opens up about her divorce and ex husband Flint J!

The famous Pakistani model-turned-singer Mathira recently shared the news of her divorce from Dubai-based Punjabi rapper Farran J Mirza otherwise known as Flint J. The couple tied the knot back in 2013 but unfortunately filed for divorce. Out of the marriage, they have a 4-years-old son Anmed Aahil.

But, while Flint stayed quiet about their marital hurdles, Mathira decided to open up through some posts shared on her Instagram.

“I realised I am not rich. But I have my son to look forward to! I will teach him how to make a home and not break one because he is going to be a dad and some beautiful girl’s husband as well one day.” Mathira wrote.

I tried to keep this marriage I tried my best to hold on! It was not easy and yes people will judge me in the society because the woman is always blamed and labelled lol ok ! so yes the divorce is done the hell I am going through and went through only I know and I don’t need anyone to know it! I was supporting my self and my child this whole time and will carry on doing that I loved you and still do ! yes even if you do not love me.sometime time even if we die we can’t be enough for the loved one I ran back every-time because I wanted us Flint J ! You wanted some thing else ! Have a blessed life no more calls no more questions no more asking for time or love ! I am Mathira so yes I will be accused and blamed but if I have to take all the blames for you then okay ! Will do with a smile I only loved you and still will but this time from a distance I am a looser yes because I prefer you being a winner! I hope you have a blessed relationship and lovely life ! My absence won’t be missed I know . The last public I LOVE YOU ME AND AAHIL WONT EVER come back in your life ROCK STAR YOU HAVE EVERYTHING YOU WANT ! Atleast one of us is living the dream and having a good time ! You say I was a dark phase of your life okay ! Allah is der I wish you light now My son is my life line and that’s all ! I don’t trust the word love any more! You won! I lost publicly ! #flintj I always said I can’t live with out you but today U cut and left me no option now I have too! There is no going back Congratulations for you Freedom Flint j single life back in action!

A post shared by Mothira (@real_mathira) on Jan 28, 2018 at 8:56am PST

Dear Ex Hubby FJ Marriage ends with people and papers ! Love does not need papers love does not need people love does not need the person even in my case now it does not even need you! I can love you with out you being there ! My feelings wer always true I don’t regret meeting because I have so many memories to live off and a your small copy Aahil I can manage 1st time in my life I am sayin this I don’t need you any more and also because you dint ever need me ! My love in not selfish it’s giving my love is seeing you happy even if it’s with out me lol I told you when I fall I will fall for u flat on my face I’m a extremist there is no middle way either I love or I don’t know you! Better to stick to loving you ! Without getting anything in return or Even getting blames pain In return ! It’s one sided n da best part is I own it I rule it I don’t need u to love you! I don’t need a badge of being good because nothing will help now! Your a stranger that knows me a lot of me inside out your a stranger that I love for life but won’t ever come back in your life! Last status for you love ! Get ready for the New girl I will become ❤️????♥️truely you Ex wife Miss M ! #onesidedlove #mathira #newme #untamed

A post shared by Mothira (@real_mathira) on Jan 29, 2018 at 9:38am PST

“Marriage ends with people and papers, love does not need papers,” she wrote.